it is utterly useless to change my YM status to online, if the only reason of this activity was to provoke him and strain him for reactions——’cause nothing ever happens.
i need to get out of this room. my sister’s menstrual condition—dysmennorrhea is affecting me so much. i can still feel the shivers—not on my spine—-but chest when she’s moaning in pain——first LOUD, then it gets softer…then quieter and then she stops…..but my heart is still running…..
I’ve got headphones over my ears so I couldn’t hear it too clearly. *shivers*