darn

you know i’ve been depressed
so to solve that i thought of ways to thank for the depressing moments like…oh, the fact that there are more things that could make the day go worse.
and it happened.
i lost my precious broadband…
sometimes i think life is such a big joke, a stage with audience in the dark area unseen..laughing every step of the way.
there is another way of seeing this though…
like i prayed to God to make me live through the day…
and he gives me more to be depressed about…
to prove that i could survive more depressing moments than i already experienced…
okay, God. let this test be over…and give me back my broadband…
argghh…
i’m clearly depressed right now…
and there is one more thing that is making this feeling worse…
i think i’m sick.
i haven’t blogged about this yet…but i had a injury once that’s very small ((too small to even talk about))
i cut myself accidentally with the kiosk scissor while trying to clean it…on my thumb.
it usually takes me one day to recover that injury—-but it took me about 5 days now.
people tell me i might have diabetes…because of the carbs i eat….and they turn to sugar.
something like that…

and just yesterday while preparing for the gallery walk…
i brushed my arm on this wooden desk…and after a few moments, i could feel a twinge of pain…and then when i look at my arm…it was bleeding…big time.
it’s recovering as we speak.
hahai…

i would have announced it’s time to eat breakfast…but my days have been bad…and even if i’m super hungry right now…i don’t have the mood to eat. i satisfied myself with a bottle of water.

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