argh…i don’t know where to express it…
and i know i’m being ungrateful because i left u for so many months, even missing out the anniversary of this blog two months ago,
but i need u now.
i hate my job.
i don’t like going back there in the branch just to log in or out.
i want another life.
just leave me here.
our batch is going to meet this week in manila
and i hope to give the fsm a piece of my mind
i guess i should ask him for the best option
i can’t quit because training costs reach to 200k, and i have to pay it if i don’t reach three years.
i thought of putting up with it for three years but i just can’t do it
i can’t lie to myself and give myself work that i don’t like at all.
i don’t know how will our conversation end.
i either need a solution, or i need some encouragement to move on.
i only have 50k and it’s not enough to pay…
it’s very unclear that i could pay the 200k within this year.
what am i going to do.