I really need to cry on his shoulder now.
I need to talk to someone.
I need to talk to my FSM tomorrow.
I need to quit.
I have to pay the 200k in installments if i have to.
I don’t want to involve my parents in the payments.
I don’t want to waste the company’s money in paying me…when I can’t do my best because I’m tired…and I have realized that this job is not for me.
it’s like i’m being a freeloader.
i can only beg that the payments will be in installment…and that I will try my best to pay for it as fast as I could.
please o God. help me.