I love the Avon True Colors Eyeshadow Quad in Sandy Corals. 🙂 If you notice I’m not blogging much here. I’m actually blogging at a different site. 🙂 Look for me at sketchedscribbled!

Sketched and Scribbled

What’s the most useful makeup quad in my makeup kit? I bet the neutral quad is the most helpful makeup and hopefully, you’ll see it in this tutorial. Before anything else though…sorry if the photo quality is off. I just used my old laptop’s webcam. o.O I need to borrow my boyfriend’s DSLRs or something…haha. Or maybe I should just borrow my sister’s digicam. Oh well, I tried to make it work with what I have.

Browns, bronzes, peaches and cream might be the only thing* you need as makeup for work, a day or night out and for a special event.
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This is the Avon True Color Eyeshadow Quad in Sandy Corals. The shades are:
(1) Vanilla – good for highlighting or a light base
(2) Pearly Peach
(3) Sandy Copper
(4) Chocolate Suede – lovely matte brown color

In this makeup tutorial, I only needed a few…

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Dreaming On

I’m here in front of the computer…instead of going to work.

Well..I am sort of working because the world is my office.

And I ain’t that proud.

 

 

I would just like to blabber on…I hope you don’t mind.

If you mind, don’t mind me.

 

Ahm.

Ahem.

I’m thinking…

of buying a lottery ticket…so that I can pay for my bond. And I get some extra money for business.

That’s it!!

 

I’m gonna ask my dad to teach me the tricks to win a lottery…although he’s not won any…yet.

 

Pray. Pray. Pray.

 

huhuhuhuhuhu…Lord, help me quit.

Just as long as I don’t get to pay the P200K bond…or ahm…let me win P200K somewhere. haha.

 

Peace out!

 

~chai

I really need to cry on his shoulder now.

I need to talk to someone.

 

I need to talk to my FSM tomorrow.

I need to quit.

I have to pay the 200k in installments if i have to.

I don’t want to involve my parents in the payments.

 

I don’t want to waste the company’s money in paying me…when I can’t do my best because I’m tired…and I have realized that this job is not for me.

it’s like i’m being a freeloader.

i can only beg that the payments will be in installment…and that I will try my best to pay for it as fast as I could.

 

please o God. help me.

dumb

argh…i don’t know where to express it…

and i know i’m being ungrateful because i left u for so many months, even missing out the anniversary of this blog two months ago,

but i need u now.

 

i hate my job.

i don’t like going back there in the branch just to log in or out.

i want another life.

just leave me here.

 

our batch is going to meet this week in manila

and i hope to give the fsm a piece of my mind

i guess i should ask him for the best option

 

i can’t quit because training costs reach to 200k, and i have to pay it if i don’t reach three years.

i thought of putting up with it for three years but i just can’t do it

i can’t lie to myself and give myself work that i don’t like at all.

 

i don’t know how will our conversation end.

i either need a solution, or i need some encouragement to move on.

i only have 50k and it’s not enough to pay…

it’s very unclear that i could pay the 200k within this year.

argh!

what am i going to do.

kill me

kill me.

please.

 

:)

 

I love someone too much to put this off any longer. 🙂

So I have some cleaning up to do in my blog while I have time doing it.

I do still have an assignment of destroying someone else’s life…but I’m still figuring out on how to do it….after all, that’s not my cup of tea.

 

chai

i’m distracting myself right now…but i’m afraid when the lights are turned off and when it’s quiet…that the tears will fall and muffled screaming will come out from my mouth…

i got a roommate for crying out loud…can’t do that….

sleeping pills?

 

darn…the nearby drugstore is closed.

it’s not my fault anymore

 

people always find it hard to not blame it on others when something happens to them,

why is it easy for me?

whenever something bad happens to me, i always look at it as if i’m the only one to blame and that others have been driven by some invisible hand to make it worse.

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the line will confuse you…simply, the line means i have another thought which may be connected to the previous one…but it may not be chronological.

 

he coined it as “time-off”…i always thought that means cool off. you know, when you stop seeing each other for the meantime to see things straight. but i guess he meant break up because he said if i saw another guy, he told me to tell him ahead.

 

confused?

i don’t know…he’s coming here for valentines…((supposedly)) but now he’ll just come here to talk.

 

wow.

 

bye.

Picture of Coko I Building Front

 

Picture of Coko I Building Back

 

Picture of Coko II Building

 

Picture of Coko I Building Lobby